Lay me in a bed of snow, I'll melt it all away.

A month has passed since my last post. Some things have changed and some things have not. The most significant change to the eye would of course be the weather. Snow and ice surround me now, in the place of the fall leaves and crisp smells that were here a month ago. I remember my first post, sitting in this exact same spot, listening to the exact same song, with the exact same people on my mind. Only today, my curtains are closed, along with the door that leads to my balcony, and no wind is welcome to come blustering through. Today, I don't need to find comfort in the beauty that is fall. I am sheltered from the cold and I am warm from the inside out. For the first time in what feels like an eternity, I feel that I am progressing. I feel that for once I am beginning to make sense of my world, where I want my place in the world to be, who i want to have in my world, and the things I need to do to acheive what I want. I am not afraid anymore. Although the past month brought a change in the weather, making it cold and bitter, I still look out my window and think the snow is stunning. Plato has a famous quote that reads, "At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet," all I want to do right now is write about the person who has come into my life, and turned everything to gold for me. I see myself in him, and he makes me feel beautiful, everyday. He brings out everything good in me that I have, and i feel like I have more good to give everyday. I realize that I am running the risk of sounding extremely ineffictive, but my lack of propper explanation comes straight from being completely enamored by this person; so much as to make me speechless. Just place me in the last five mintues of Garden State. *** I am so in love ***